well i seemed to have managed to have screwed up the friendship with SPAETZLEGIRL. she says that yes the relationship has taken a change. she feels that she should give me distance so i can figure out what i feel for her. and that she thinks our friendship will last because we have a strong bond. well i know it will last, i'm sad that i managed to screw with it. but what was i expecting really? i gambled and i lost. at least i didnt lose big. its gonna take some adjusting, and really, i have moved on from my crush on her. i'm a practical guy, and i know that it aint gonna happen, so i'm moving on. but how do i convince her of that... thats the question.

i wish i wasnt sick. woke up with a sore throat. perhaps i'm not magically gonna get better, and i should actually get more sleep. however thats not happening, cuz i feel ok enough to be awake late. which is bad. i need my rest. oops.

talked to GOODWITCH tonite, and got the official word that we should be friends. which actually i was expecting, and had the same feeling on my side. i think its good to become friends cuz shes been a good ear to listen to my SPAETZLEGIRL dilemma.

THE GIRL is sick also. its so strange how our lives have so many coincidences. and somewhat cool.

what happened to Boston Market that they had to close down a slew of their restaurants earlier this year? went to eat there tonite with B, and it is just yummy food. and they were doin a decent business so, did they just expand too quickly? i just dont know. i like them and am glad that the one by me didnt close.

ok i'm off to bed.