i was reading a friend's web journal, and she was talkin about all sorts of her observations about things goin on in her life, and i wish that i could better express things like that on here. instead i tell you trivial things.

i had a really irriated eye today. all day. it just sucked. hopefully tomorrow it will be better. i suppose i should put some eyedrops in it so it doesnt get all infected like. ick.

went to my friend H's boyfriend T's birthday party. H's two brothers are in a band and they played. it was at a weird place and it was scary. so it wasnt really all that fun for me. actually i was quite annoyed on many different levels.

i'm not feeling the best lately. its not a physical thing, just an emotional one. isnt that just pooh. so much is on my mind and i dont really have any one to unload on. which just sucks bigly. i started to tell some of this to R, but it didnt really help much.

whats really scaring me is some days i just want to disappear.

draw me something wonderful on my whiteboard