i am sitting here watching an amusing scene on big brother. the last remaining 4 are drunk and were doing some weird game where you choose between 2 difficult decisions. well now, they've decided to go into the pool on a rainy LA night. and they're doing what they call the 'lord of the flies dance - where they all dance around the pool in a big ole circle. screaming. its funny

i was gonna tell you all about how disappointed i was in THE GIRL. she wrote in her diary about how she contacted her ex boyo. and i am irrationally disappointed. irrational for many reasons. cuz its a jealousy thing i think. anyway i dont wanna talk about it, i wasnt gonna write about it cuz i mentioned it to her in the 3 mins that i saw her online.

went to a party tonite, and it was interesting. a few cute women there who i made no move upon. cuz i'm lame. a loser. a geek. a social misfit.

dont you hate it when you are dissapointed in someone? where they do something that really pisses you off? where they are totally self centered ? thats how i was feeling until i talked to someone tonite. someone new. well new to you gentle readers.

i'm saddened that no one has been leaving me little pix in the whiteboard. go scribble something and save it for me. do it NOW

do the whiteboard