i had a nice long day of shopping and hanging out with my friend P. we have known each other for a long time. went to nursery school together. shes so cool. she told me that i needed to get married. this in response to my "i need a new life" ramble. the one where i say "i just want a new life, just add me." one where someone takes care of EVERYTHING. so basically she said i needed a wife. i told her i'd be happy with a girlfriend. i think i'd do well to have a caretaker. someone to deal with the house, the lawn, the dog, the car and my social calendar.

i've been pondering my current mood and wondering if i'm going through a midlife crisis of sorts. but, i think its just me coming to grips with my so called life. i never imagined that it would be like this. dunno what exactly i imagined, but somehoe i didnt expect this... this... ennui.

of course, i could take the advise i saw on the screen tonite. in the Tao of Steve, our hero Dex, tells Dave (an incidental) how to score with the women. of course it works wonderfully for our hero, until he falls in love with someone. tis a wonderful movie.

do the whiteboard