cannot believe that my chicago bears were shutout 41 to NIL. by tampa bay no less. how depressing.

i should be nervous or anxious about tuesday. but i'm not. as martha stewie would say. its a good thing. like most things, i am hoping for the best while preparing for the worst. worst case scenario would of course be that CUTEGIRL doesnt want to have anything to do with me. sometimes my paranoia runs rampant. but, i'm actually not dwelling on it. actually, writing this paragraph has made me think about it more than i did all day. so i'm stopping.

went to the casino tonite to meet up with some work ppl. one of whom left the company and i hadnt seen him since then, and i wanted to. so we all ate at the trough. i mean buffet. it was rib nite. had a buncha ok food, and then watched as they all lost about $40 apiece. then we stood by and watched as we fed quarters into the video poker games.

i did really well. i recoup'd the 3 dollars i fed into the video poker, and since i didnt pay for dinner, i figure i'm up 12 bux.

do the whiteboard