well THE GIRL sent me a long email. for which i am eternally grateful. cuz she could have just disappeared. that would have been quite sucky. i knew she could have done that cuz she said that one time an eon ago. so i'm happy she didnt.

did a lot of stuff today. mainly i'm trying not to sit around sulking at home. by myself. and my friend M is trying to help there. for which i love her. today, we went to brunch with this guy C. then we walked to see some new townhomes that are being built in the warehouse district. then it was over to M's apartment to watch her clean, and then watching the Motorola 220 CART race. then we were off to eat dinner with B at Baker's square, where i feasted on their yummy avacado chicken melt. yum... and then a slice of fresh strawberry pie. YUM. then we went to the Como Ordway Conservertory to see the japanese tea garden ceremonial lighting of the tea lites. it was cool. way more people that were there than i would have thought. some cool demonstrations of japenese culture. one thing that bugged me was that since i'm chinese, i know there were people who were thinkin i was japenese. a weird thing on my part, but a truism.

i'm sad for all the things that wont ever come to pass. things that THE GIRL and i would joke about, (which are private and not comin out here...) and also the things that i would have loved to show her. like the japenese garden. the sun setting in bonaire over the ocean. the happiness that my dog shera shows over the simplest things. the sunrise over the lake near my parent's house. the taste of the pizza at my favorite pizza places. the taste of my mother's cooking. things like that. theres a million more that i wont bother to write down now.