heres the story:
THE GIRL wanted to make friends with this new guy at work, so she asked him if he wanted to come over and watch videos. well this turned into videos and drinks. which is still pretty much an 'as friends' thing so thats cool. weeell he started to act weird around her. which made her suspicious. so... she finally got around to askin me if i thought he liked her, and i had to needle the whole story from her. the gist of it is that YES he probably liked her, and she didnt understand that he prob thought she was comin on to him with the whole "wannna come over for videos" thing. which she was all like 'why cant i ask someone over for videos?" and i was like 'well guys all just want sex.' so i had to spill that guy secret. which she was all like "guys always want sex?" yup. yes they do. from all their women friends. its just the way we're wired. anyway, i digress. so she was like all "oh my god i have to call and cancel" which i was just laughing at. it was a funny time.

back to tonite's episode. which is about last nite. confused? i am. she's goin out of town for 2 days again. this time, shes goin with HIM. so naturally, i am not happy with this. and of course she tells me that shes goin out of town, and about him goin, after i told her i was goin to bed. which was weird. but my friend GLOW sez that it was probably cuz she knew i was gonna flip. which i did. and just as i start to flip out, YAHOO dies. so i cant flip with her. which made me go off. anyway. i flipped. and then i was all freaky deaky as i tried to get to sleep. and as i woke up the 1st time.

when i woke up for real, i was ok.

oh i forgot to mention. she had a reason for not wanting to talk on the phone. but i had to drag it out of her. she had managed to burn her tongue very very severly as she was in a meeting (one of the reasons she was out of town last week) and she didnt want to talk on the phone cuz it hurts to talk. so she didnt wanna tell me about it cuz she was totally embarrsed by why she burned her mouth. but hopefully, shes gone to see a doctor about it, cuz she says her tongue and lip are all peeling. ook. actually, i think its a funny story.
(yeah tis a long entry tonite)
she had gotten a hot drink (i dont recall what, but she dont like coffee or tea, so unless its all bullshit, it was probably a hot chocolate) and she put a lid on it, and was in this meeting talking to a buncha muckymucks, and for dramatic effect, she took a hugeoid drink from her cup, totally forgetting it was PIPING HOT. and instead of spitting it out all over the execs, she kept it in her mouth, burning her tongue and mouth on the way. funny. i told her i woulda spit it on the table and said "OW SHIT THATS HOT!" but she didnt think that was a prudent option.

anyhows, that was my nite. other than that, today i played tennis and watched a race on tv... and stuff. nothing much.

shit this was a long entry. i'm sorry. neurosis is so hard to keep short. *:)

i will miss her for this week again. but not seeing her this week isnt anything new. we usually dont talk during the week. i hope she emails me though. shes not returned my emails. she KNOWS she has tonnes to write me. but... she hasnt done it. and yes. this is to make her feel more guilty about it. arent i bad?

eheheheh GLOW (she is a good online friend) has just told me that i'm thinking too much. ITS TRUE! I should stop FUCKING THINKING!!!!

ok now i'm done. nini kids!

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