July 26, 2000
artificial sweetness
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i figured that i should come up with an entry tonite, since i lamed out last
nite and put up lyrics. but those lyrics had a connection to me last nite.
wednesday is again bbq nite with M. we grilled at her aunt's house. a friend of my best friend from home (chicago) also came. He moved back up here a few months ago, and it was cool to see him again. of course, i only met him once a year or so ago... weird. but hes a good guy. well at least he's nice. i need to sleep more. i've been stayin up late for really stupid reasons. its a bunch of things. for one, i'm really missing THE GIRL. i'm really missing talks with THE EX. mainly i'm missing THE GIRL. which is a bunch of insecurity based on stuff that happened the last 2 weeks. which is dumb. cuz i think she likes me. which is what i want. i guess theres just neediness on my side. which i HATE. i am stopping now before i go on and blather you to frelling tears.
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