i had a nice nite tonite. i talked on the phone for a while with both THE EX
and THE GIRL. both. at the same time. 3 way calling. they like each other
which is nice. cuz i'm still good friends with THE EX.
i'm torn.
and i'm gonna talk about it here, even though i know SHE reads this.
THE GIRL is lookin at buying a house down in her aussie town. i'm not sure how
i should feel about this. of course it means it more concrete ties she has
to there, that makes it that much harder for her to up and move here. not that
she's moving here anytime soon. we have yet to meet face to face. see, there
is another thing she has to figure out before this all occurs. she has to
figure out when she wants me to go visit her. this of course all ties in
together, cuz as she puts it, if i visit, and we hit it off, it means that she
now needs to start thinkin about moving over here. therefore, these concrete
ties make it a bit harder to move here. of course realisitcally, it doesnt
make it impossible. it just means its a bit more of a chore.
but first, this
interlude.
so i'm ok with it. she has some good reasons for buying a place, mainly, she
wants to be able to do stuff to a house's landscape,etc and have it add value
to her property, as opposed to a rental place. also it'd be nice to have heat
in the house as opposed to none like she has now.
the good thing is that she is at least thinking about when i should visit. that
is progress. and i am doing well on my path to persuade her that we can make
this work. and i do like her a lot. a lot. a big sand lot. *:)
it was dern hot and muggy here today. i cant stand that. lets hope tomorrow
is better.
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