Brain Stem

July 8, 2000
tragedy or comedy

i had a nice nite tonite. i talked on the phone for a while with both THE EX and THE GIRL. both. at the same time. 3 way calling. they like each other which is nice. cuz i'm still good friends with THE EX.

i'm torn.
and i'm gonna talk about it here, even though i know SHE reads this.
THE GIRL is lookin at buying a house down in her aussie town. i'm not sure how i should feel about this. of course it means it more concrete ties she has to there, that makes it that much harder for her to up and move here. not that she's moving here anytime soon. we have yet to meet face to face. see, there is another thing she has to figure out before this all occurs. she has to figure out when she wants me to go visit her. this of course all ties in together, cuz as she puts it, if i visit, and we hit it off, it means that she now needs to start thinkin about moving over here. therefore, these concrete ties make it a bit harder to move here. of course realisitcally, it doesnt make it impossible. it just means its a bit more of a chore.

but first, this interlude.

so i'm ok with it. she has some good reasons for buying a place, mainly, she wants to be able to do stuff to a house's landscape,etc and have it add value to her property, as opposed to a rental place. also it'd be nice to have heat in the house as opposed to none like she has now.
the good thing is that she is at least thinking about when i should visit. that is progress. and i am doing well on my path to persuade her that we can make this work. and i do like her a lot. a lot. a big sand lot. *:)

it was dern hot and muggy here today. i cant stand that. lets hope tomorrow is better.
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