June 24, 2000
sleep depression
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the words in my head are not flowing. well they are, but i dont feel like
putting those types of words down. they're not good words. they're words of
disappointment, anger, sadness, despair, loneliness, angst. things i usually
manage to keep in check. but not tonite. perhaps i needed more sleep, perhaps
i should just stay out of the eworld. i just dont know.
when you look at a grain of sand, it seems so small. when you add 8499 other grains of sand, its still small. but when these grains are miles, it gets to be much farther than you thought. yes, this is a weird entry tonite. i should probably explain. been waiting hoping. ook fone. its my friend J. shes the one who dragged me into this webjournaling thing. i will talk to her for a bit and come back to this... ok i'm back. and THE GIRL has logged in!!!! the clouds have broken!!!! actually J's call cheered me immensely, i was actually thinkin of calling her. but the real cheer is having THE GIRL on so i can talk to her. so bugger off, i'm gonna talk to her now. *:)
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