May 30, 2000
your head is beautiful
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yesterday i mentioned that i was being an idiot. well the words were more
accurate than i thought. my postmortem on my idiocy rationalizes that i was
simply under the influence of bad vibes. of course that doesnt mean that it was
a good thing. anyway, i was an idiot. M's negative experience made me act
stupidly to someone i care about. and it totally amplified my insecurities.
dumb dumb dumb.
and to make things worse, the person who i was acting stupid with, was not feeling the best cuz she was sick and stuffy from the flu. hopefully, it will be ok. i think it will. shes a wonderfully understanding person. (and she reads this journal too...) (no, i havent written this for her to read *:P ) i managed to find the Wallace And Gromit DVD. woohoo!!! check out the website at http://www.aardman.com i can hear myself telling shera pupppy, "no cheese Shera! Not a bit in the house!"
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