its 11:30pm as i write this, and i am feeling a bit verklempt. no, thats not true. i'm just hungry. but i dont really feel like eating. it was a horridly long day. and i'm realizing that all week will be long days... bugger.

and now i'm also realizing that i didnt call THE EX back last night. was out and i forgot to call. well i'm sure she'll call back again. of course, tomorrow evening i have a haircut scheduled, so i'll be out later than i really feel like it. theres tonnes of things for me to do at home. and i just need the time and energy and willpower to go and do them.

i feel like i've been in a fog lately. no not a fog per se but rather i feel like i've been in a big ole tank of water. i have been neglecting the little things that need doing around the house, i've been operating in survival mode, just going through the motions of life. not sure if its the work stress getting to me, or the lack of an active social life thats doing it. either way i just need to break through this water and get a move on.

or get a groove on...