well i realized today that i've managed to lose social skills in the last few years. i mean, more than a normal human should. of course i'm not normal. no one is. i have just started to regress. i think it's all the fault of work stress, and computer chatting, and other things. but for sure i am losing my ability to go out and have fun. i think its also cuz i've lost my ability to make new friends. i dunno. or its cuz i work with a bunch of social retards, and it has rubbed off on me.

i went out and had a good time though. decided i need to figure out how to get out there and meet someone. there's plenty of fine lookin women out there, i just need to figure out how i will get the nerve up to hit on one no matter where i am.

thats my new resolution.