i've decided to attempt to write again this journal as well as my livejournal a bold statement by far. will it happen? doubtful. why am i so cynical? because i know how i am. i've definately hit a brick wall in terms of writing. plus i've got too much on my mind to do this. i'm bigtime trying to lose weight / get fit. i'm trying to figure out what i'm doing with my house in terms of a big remodel, or a superficial one to sell. (i'm definately leaning bigtime for a big remodel and staying here. i'm trying to get my social life in order, and get out more.

but, if i do get all that done, i'm most likely going to be in more of a writing place in my head. i love you all. (like theres anyone left checking this. eheheheh)