way sucky weather here today. the kind of day you should not go driving. but i did. it was 3 inches of snow, on top of which we got freezing rain. and the rain continued all through the day. so that was FUN to drive on/in.

asked my friend B if when he was little, he thought his life would be different than what he has now. he said he didnt really think of it in the terms that i did (wife,kids,house in burbs, dog,etc) but that he felt that he was pretty close to what he thought of. i then went on to ask him if he thought i was having a midlife crisis. he said i couldnt be, cuz he had to have one first. this i think he based on that he is 4 years older than i am.

is this all i am good for? this life that i live? i dont know. its possible. all i know is that i'm not happy here, and that i need to change something. so thats my real new years resolution. 2001 - a spike oddysey.

i need to clean the house. then i need to get my guitar out and start playing. i want to be able to play decently at the music jam that my sister is putting together down in chicago this summer.