why is it that people decide to drive like maniacal morons when the weather is about to get really bad? on the way home tonite, there were a good number of drivers deciding that they should drive REALLY FAST and REALLY CLOSE to the car in front of them. i mean, it was sorta slippery out from some snow. and then this weekend we're supposed to get freezing rain and snow. i was really thinking that i would get to see my airbag up close and personal.

i've been wondering what is up with my friend M. we used to hang out all the time, and then she got really busy. and since my fragile little mind is in a touchy place these last few weeks, i have wondered if its something to do with me in particular. or i'm just being a freakazoidal moron. which is quite possible. or could it be that since shes SPAETZLEGIRL and that whole debacle put a cloud on our friendship... which is my real worry. especially since she did say that she was going to give me more space, so i could think about things. which is so not what i need. i dunno. its just plain dumb. i know i'm just being a freak, but still, nagging doubts and worries are the worst thing to have going thru your mind when your not on the top of your game. and i am DEFINATELY not on top of my game. and right now i need my friends. and i dont have them. they're all too busy with their lives. fucko.

but in other happy news, the only thing i have in my life worth reporting on is work. and i dont really get into work here, but i can say this much. today i caused some pretty major change in a project i am working on, a project that i dont really like, but am working on nonetheless. and no, the change wasnt a bad thing, but one of those types of changes that the Project Managers just cringe over, since it was significant, and timeline threatening. hee hee hee.
i really need a life.
maybe i'll get the nerve up and ask out someone tomorrow. or maybe at least sit and chat with her in a non-work related way.