well this is take 2 of this entry. i had originally written an entry saying that i had realized that i was probably over-reacting, and how my grandfather had passed on from this mortal realm, but i managed to save it wrong and then messed it up. so this is the much abbreviated version.

i realzed that i should talk things out with the friend who i was whining about in the last entry. various things, mainly that i slept on it, and woke up thinkin better thoughts.

i also managed to not be in the loop on the extent of my grandfather's well being. or lack thereof. turns out that he was in the hospital for around a week, and that when he died this morning (420am) my parents decided not to bring me in, since i wasnt really that close to him. which bummed me out.

my family is weird. my life is sucky. i want this year to get better soon.