i wish i had more to write about tonight. well heres what i have to tell you. went back to work. nothing much to report there, went to a buncha meetings, all of which left zippo impression on me tonite. (like how i spelled tonight 2 different ways there? hehheh) then after work i went to get my haircut. and then i went to see the most extravagant christmas lights display ever.

this was a very impressive display of christmas stuff. i need to go back and see it closer up. i'll try and convince my friend M and maybe D to go.

THE GIRL writes in her diary today that she needs to find someone new to 'direct her attention to' which upsets me.
why am i upset? i really cant say. well thats a lie. i can. i like her. a lot. but, i dont know where things stand between us, other than that we're really good friends and will probably be that for a long time. and we exchanged christmas packages, or rather we sent christmas packages to each other, but neither of us have received the packages yet.

A few days ago i wrote about Duke, a cat who had abdominal cancer. today, he couldnt even lift himself up on his legs. he had to be put down *:( he will be sorely missed. today's entry is dedicated to him

bye bye duke. godspeed. may you find peace and happiness in cat heaven.